To my best friend...
There you are again. Wondering around the street full of stranger. Looking above as if it is talking to you. Turning the pages of the book faster just like it is the only thing you could do. Writing love letters you never even read loudly. Cursing in the middle of the night like you're a violent teenager. Hiding behind the shadows cause you're too afraid to take a risk.
You've been broken hearted, I know. You knew the feeling of being lost because of love. You've been dumped a couple of times. You've loved someone just as much as you love watching the sun sets. How could I even forget that you we're a hopeless romantic, you imagined things that didn't even existed in reality. You loved as if you were in a blank book writing your own love story, but that's not how it works girl.. It's not finding someone to love, it's letting love find you...
Remember when you we're young, the time your parents taught you how to walk, it's not that easy right? It's taking few little steps at a time until you succeeded walking straight and fast. Look back when you we're going to enter the school for the first time, did you feel it again, the non stop beating of your heart, like it's going to come out of your chest anytime soon. The first time you watched harry potter, the excitement you felt while memorizing all the spells and the anxiety you felt when you didn't received your hogwarts letter. How about the moment you had a crush on someone, all the butterflies, all the love letters, all the sweet long messages, all the hearts and flowers and of course the pain. Your first heart break, the first time you cried in the middle of the night. The first time you experienced the hurt, the broken love letters, all the lonely nights and the moment you blamed yourself that it's your fault. But, you don't have to live like that.
Things in this crazy but beautiful world, is sometimes happy and sometimes sad, in short it is unpredictable. But despite of it's unpredictability, you can see good things in it.
Love is taking a few steps before you could walk properly. Love is like entering the school for the first time. Love is the moment you watch harry potter, entering a world you never know, but you will pursue to find out.
But... love is not the moment you had a crush on someone, it will never be always happy, there are moments that you will feel the pain. But please, do not forget that it's part of loving someone. It's part of the learnings and experience. Love is not the way you wanted it to be. It's difficult and it will never be easy. So if you ever experienced heart aches and heartbreaks, please don't forget to love again, don't keep your heart within yourself. Because you know what, love is like the time you memorized the spell on harry potter, its exciting, and love is the anxiety you felt when you didn't received your hogwarts letter. Learn to wait, because if you wait you can find someone who's worthy of your LOVE.
And pls.... Don't be too harsh on yourself. Be brave. Love yourself fully despite of your imperfections. And If you ever find that someone who makes you happy, do not be afraid to take a risk. Cause life is taking chances.
