Love Me
The loud noise on my window pane,
The reason I woke up and felt the pain.
The deepest part of my heart was so lame,
Can someone help me make it tame.
A beautiful song, he sang to me,
Made me wonder around and see,
The different crazy sound of love,
That told me "go because you should've".
Dig me deeper, you'll see the truth,
The one thing that ruined me and my youth.
The chances I lost from saving him,
To the selfishness he has within.
All the words full of hatred that filled my heart,
The uncertainty that broke me apart.
How could I ever forget and move on,
If all the memories we've had is full of thorns.
You've been my source of pain,
To all the problems, I'm the one to blame.
What did I do to feel all of these,
If all I want to hear is you love me at least.
To the pillow that became my comfort zone,
That heard all the cuss and hate all alone,
You became the good sister and a good mother,
That wiped away the tears altogether.
You'll see me in the corner of my room,
The darkness that has been my light when I'm in doom.
Hardness of the door that I felt fully,
"Big brother help me, and hold me tightly"
Mom, Dad I am here,
Hug me tight cause I'm in fear.
I'm in the middle of nowhere,
Please take my hand and pull me closer.
I lost myself while looking for the answers,
Even The person above did not hear my prayers.
But if this is what you call family,
Lord God I will accept if fully.
The loud noise on my window pane,
Is not the reason for all of these pain.
The lamest part of my heart is shouting,
Unsaid words keep on begging.
